Key Takeaways

1. Innocence and Privilege Before the Storm

I was happy because I was always loved and respected.

A privileged childhood. Ji-li Jiang grew up in Shanghai in a loving, respected family. Her father was a successful actor, her mother a former actress, and her grandmother a retired school vice-principal. They lived comfortably in a large apartment with a private bathroom and a housekeeper, Song Po-po.

Excelling in school. Ji-li was a top student, a leader, and an "Excellent Young Pioneer," deeply loyal to Chairman Mao and the Communist Party. She had big dreams for her future, believing she could achieve anything she set her mind to, whether becoming a doctor, architect, or actress. Her life felt nearly perfect and full of infinite possibilities.

Belief in the system. Like many children, Ji-li fully embraced the Communist ideology taught in schools, trusting implicitly in the Party and Chairman Mao. She was proud of her achievements and saw herself as a dedicated young revolutionary, ready to contribute to building a strong socialist China.

2. The Cultural Revolution Erupts, Targeting the "Four Olds"

That year the Cultural Revolution started.

A sudden upheaval. In 1966, Chairman Mao launched the Great Proletarian Cultural Revolution, calling for the destruction of the "Four Olds": old ideas, old culture, old customs, and old habits. This campaign rapidly escalated, disrupting daily life and turning society upside down.

Targeting symbols. The movement initially focused on symbolic targets, like smashing old shop signs and criticizing traditional clothing or hairstyles. Ji-li and her friends, fueled by revolutionary fervor, eagerly participated, feeling like real revolutionaries fighting a vital battle against the past.

Escalating intensity. What began as symbolic acts quickly became more aggressive, with high school students forming Red Guard groups to enforce the new ideology. The campaign moved beyond symbols to target people associated with the "Four Olds" or perceived as class enemies.

3. Family Background Becomes a Political Liability

Ji-li, the fact is that our family will not be able to pass these investigations.

The weight of lineage. As the Cultural Revolution intensified, political background investigations became crucial, especially for opportunities like joining the Liberation Army or becoming a Red Guard. Ji-li's dream of auditioning for a prestigious dance academy was crushed when her father revealed their family's "black" class status.

Grandfather's past. Ji-li learned her paternal grandfather was a landlord, instantly classifying her family among the "Five Black Categories," the worst enemies of the revolution. This revelation was shocking and devastating, as she had never known him and felt no connection to his past.

Father's label. Her father was also labeled a "rightist," a reactionary intellectual who had supposedly attacked the Party. These labels, regardless of their truth or Ji-li's personal actions, automatically made her suspect and limited her future prospects, causing immense shame and confusion.

4. Da-zi-bao and Public Humiliation as Weapons

“Let’s Look at the Relationship Between Ke Cheng-li and His Favorite Student, Jiang Ji-li.”

Posters of accusation. Big-character posters, or da-zi-bao, became powerful tools for public criticism and denunciation. Students were encouraged to write them, initially targeting the educational system, but quickly turning on teachers and classmates.

Personal attacks. Ji-li, initially struggling to find fault with her respected teachers, was shocked and hurt when a da-zi-bao appeared about her, falsely accusing her of an inappropriate "relationship" with a male teacher and highlighting her family's "black" status. This public attack was deeply humiliating.

Witnessing cruelty. Ji-li also witnessed the public humiliation of others, including her Aunt Xi-wen, who was forced to paste and read aloud a da-zi-bao denouncing herself. These experiences revealed the brutal and arbitrary nature of the campaign, eroding Ji-li's initial revolutionary enthusiasm.

5. Homes Invaded: The Terror of Searches

Home, I thought. Wasn’t a home a private place?

Ransacking residences. The campaign escalated to searching the homes of suspected class enemies, looking for hidden valuables or "Four Olds." These searches were often violent and destructive, carried out by Red Guards and neighborhood groups.

Loss of privacy. Ji-li's family endured two terrifying searches. Strangers stormed into their apartment, tearing apart furniture, emptying drawers, and confiscating possessions, including cherished items like Grandma's dowry trunks and Ji-li's stamp album. The sense of violation was profound.

Destroying security. The searches shattered the family's sense of security and privacy. Their home, once a safe haven, became a vulnerable space open to invasion and destruction. Even personal items, like Ji-li's sanitary belt, were exposed and mocked, adding to the humiliation.

6. The Pressure to Betray Family

“Now, you have to choose between two roads.”

An impossible choice. Ji-li faced immense pressure from authorities, particularly Thin-Face from her father's work unit, to denounce her own family. She was told she must make a "clean break" with her "black" parents to prove her loyalty to Chairman Mao and secure a bright future.

Testifying against Dad. The ultimate demand was for Ji-li to testify against her father at a public struggle meeting, condemning him for his alleged crimes and "rightist" views. This forced her into a direct conflict between her political beliefs and her love for her family.

Threats and coercion. Thin-Face used threats, warning that failure to cooperate would result in more study sessions for her and her siblings and would lead to a bad end. This psychological pressure aimed to break her will and force her to prioritize political loyalty over familial bonds.

7. Children Face Cruel Choices and Discrimination

“They called me a black whelp.”

Targeting the young. The Cultural Revolution deeply affected children, forcing them to navigate complex political landscapes and make difficult choices. Class status determined their opportunities, leading to discrimination and exclusion.

Loss of opportunities. Ji-li was denied the chance to be a "Red Successor" and later removed from a prestigious exhibition guide role solely because of her family background. Her academic excellence and loyalty were deemed insufficient to overcome her "black" status.

Bullying and fear. Younger siblings like Ji-yun and Ji-yong also suffered, being called "black whelps" and bullied by classmates. Ji-yun was afraid to report it, knowing it could worsen the situation, highlighting the climate of fear that permeated even elementary schools.

8. Erosion of Trust and Community Bonds

Everyone felt vulnerable, and no one wanted to say anything that would cause trouble.

Neighbors turn away. The pervasive fear and suspicion of the Cultural Revolution fractured community ties. Neighbors who had once been friendly became wary, avoiding conversation and interaction to protect themselves from being associated with "black" families.

Friends become accusers. The pressure to conform and prove revolutionary zeal led some classmates, like Du Hai and Yin Lan-lan, to turn on Ji-li, using her family background to attack and humiliate her. This betrayal by former friends was deeply painful.

Betrayal and suspicion. Even within trusted circles, fear led to betrayal. Uncle Zhu falsely accused Dad to improve his own situation, leading to Dad's detention. This demonstrated how the system incentivized people to turn on each other, making trust a dangerous luxury.

9. Suffering and Loss: The Human Cost

An Yi’s grandmother had jumped out the window.

Physical and psychological toll. The constant fear, humiliation, and persecution took a severe toll on individuals. People were subjected to physical beatings, public shaming, and psychological torture during struggle meetings and interrogations.

Suicide as escape. For some, the pressure became unbearable, leading to suicide. An Yi's grandmother, targeted due to her capitalist background, jumped from a window. Ming-ming's father also died in detention, officially by suicide, though his friends suspected he was beaten to death.

Widespread misery. Ji-li witnessed the suffering of many, including Old Qian forced to kneel on a washboard and An Yi's mother humiliated and forced to climb a chimney. These events underscored the widespread misery and the devastating human cost of the movement.

10. The Struggle for Identity and Integrity

I had only wanted to break with all those landlords in my family, not with Mom and Dad.

Conflicting loyalties. Ji-li grappled with her identity, torn between her deep-seated loyalty to Chairman Mao and the Party and her love for her family. She hated the "landlord" label but could not bring herself to denounce her parents.

Considering a new name. Overwhelmed by the shame and discrimination associated with her family name, Ji-li considered changing it at the police station. This drastic step represented her desire to escape her past and the political burden it imposed.

Choosing family. Ultimately, Ji-li chose not to change her name or betray her parents. Despite the risks and hardships, she realized she could not abandon her family. This decision marked a turning point, prioritizing integrity and familial love over political expediency.

11. Finding Strength in Family and Unexpected Kindness

What everyone else was saying about us did not make any difference to Song Po-po.

Family unity. Despite the external pressures and internal conflicts, Ji-li's family remained a source of strength. They supported each other through detentions, searches, and public humiliation, their bonds deepening in the face of adversity.

Acts of kindness. Amidst the fear and betrayal, unexpected acts of kindness provided solace. Song Po-po, though dismissed to protect the family, continued to help them secretly. Sun Lin-lin quietly helped Ji-li during Morning Benediction, showing empathy despite the risks. Bai Shan offered help during the rice harvest.

Resilience and hope. Though the future remained uncertain and hardships continued, these moments of connection and the unwavering love within her family gave Ji-li the strength to endure. She learned that true loyalty and integrity lay not in political slogans, but in standing by those you love.

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